So its a new year, and another year that has gone by where nothing has changed. Though this year I’ve seem to come across two words that have been stuck in my head. Responsibility which these days most people today have forgotten and Acceptance.
Seems today people have forgotten about taking responsibility for our actions, family and people we love. More and more people are just washing aside what they have done. They start a relationship, create a child and then when things get too tough they push their responsibility away. Even today people can not get away fast enough when it comes to leaving their family. Then where there is some one that rather takes care of their family they are brushed aside and labeled as someone with no future. People seems to forget that our parents gave up a lot to raise us and have been there for the worst of times when we needed them most.
Then there is acceptance. Maybe to be truly happy we need to accept what is happening in our life as something positive. There things in this life we can not change and need to learn to accept it for what it is and quite fighting it. We today are too focused on changing things that we get too stressed out about and ultimately making ourselves sick.
So this year I’m taking these two words to heart. I’m going to accept my life as it is, I accept that I’ll probably be taking care of my mother for the rest of my life, cause that’s my responsibility as her son, and if women can not accept that then there is no place in my life for them, that is why I have given up hope to meet a woman that can understand this, I’ve been alone for most of my life, have not felt love nor had a real relationship. And I probably never will. But this I have learnt to accept, there is no point in fighting it and the truth is the truth I don’t need any one to make me happy cause it is up to me to make my happiness.